I've been SO EXHAUSTED & my feet are a mess...
I just feel like I can't go on anymore, yet, I still do.

SO....
I was diagnosed with chronic fatigue syndrome and Epstein Barr on Thursday of this week. I also had my feet x-rayed and there is nothing they can see except big bunions. I KNOW that I have neuroma's and plantar fasciitis. That won't show on an x-ray.

I need to de-stress and rest, but I CAN'T because I am committed to people who need me. If I no longer serve their purpose, I have to leave AND I HAVE NO PLACE TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Needless to say, I am freaking out. Anyone got a room I can have? I am really quiet and so is my dog. I am clean too.

I need to heal as much as I can- I can't where I am at. I know there is no cure, but I need to get my immune system in order and I rarely get any decent sleep here.